There is time ...

There is time that you realize that it was your destiny to be at some places for some purposes.
There is time that you realize that you were at the place but could not prevent the unlucky thing, your destiny is just to be some one's comfort.
There is time that you realize that it was easier to tell some body than telling yourself "you did the best that you can, it is the destiny, you could not change it."
There is time that you realize that you were in the place, the position that you could make some positive things happen but there is no positive impact. You fail to fulfill the mission that The Highest wanted you to do. Your failure is not just your own failure, some others were also suffered from your failure too.
There is time that you realize that ignorance and selfish will ruin generation to generation, and ironically, you fail in the battle against it.
There is time that you realize that how lucky you were when your parents taught you to pray "Please God, guide my life, my way and show me my ignorances !"
There is time that you realize that how much your parents loved you when they sacrificed their own triumph just to be with you to keep you from making mistakes.
There is time that you just could not sleep, you just could not stop thinking, you just could not have the right words to say what you want to say.

There is time that you learn that it needs some others who are not like you to make the world as it is.

There is time that the only thing in your head is "why ? why ? and why ?". Why ? quite simple, it is life and destiny. Damn it, another failure of our life.

Loosing something

My laptop acted stupid yesterday.
Blamed on virus.
Over-write the partition with an old ghost image.
Found out today that my California trip blog was written in a text file was gone.
There is no feeling to rewrite it so just let people know that i screwed myself up on that.
And here is the link to the pictures from my trip, they can not replace my lost trip blog but some thing is better than nothing.

All my pictures