I am going to meet her today. The main reason is for picking up the rest of my belongings. Another thing is that we just want to meet the other the last time before we move on.
There will be no game playing today.
There is no hidden plan today.
Today is just for us to change from husband-wife to friends.
Today is for us to tell the other all the sweet things that we did not let the other one know before.
It was not so bad for me yesterday. I felt better. I accepted that she was there with me before and it was the most exciting part of my life so far. We went through hard time together. We leaned against the other to move forward. We both learned so many things from the other. There is nothing good that i would not do for her and she told me that she would do the same for me.
The sun is rising up. A new beautiful day is out there. Life is a chain of doors. If one closed then there is another one opened. There is no need for me to keep holding the unhappy thing that we could not change. Life for each of us is not a straight line. There is no warranty that we just cross the other only once.
We just want to keep the happiest memories with us.